{"id":3420,"date":"2022-07-25T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-07-25T07:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/?p=3420"},"modified":"2022-04-24T11:04:13","modified_gmt":"2022-04-24T09:04:13","slug":"kapitola-30-martinova-uvaha","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/citymeans\/city-means-i-mesto-plne-navratu\/kapitola-30-martinova-uvaha","title":{"rendered":"Kapitola 30 – Martinova \u00favaha"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\u201e\u00c1, tak i ty jsi nakonec objevil m\u00e9 mal\u00e9 tajemstv\u00ed, je\u017e je ukryto v textu dvou navz\u00e1jem rozmlouvaj\u00edc\u00edch lidi\u010dek,\u201d za\u010dala Martinovi ji\u017e pln\u011b v\u011bnovat <\/span>pozornost Alexandra. \u201eMus\u00edm p\u0159iznat, \u017ee mnoh\u00fdm z t\u011bch, co se s m\u00fdm v\u00fdtvorem m\u011bli mo\u017enost v minulosti rovn\u011b\u017e sezn\u00e1mit, to p\u0159ipadalo dosti neobvykl\u00e9. Av\u0161ak j\u00e1 dan\u00e9 beru jako jedno z posledn\u00edch mo\u017en\u00fdch v\u00fdchodisek, jak n\u011bkomu str\u00e1daj\u00edc\u00edmu pomoci a vyv\u00e9st ho z tr\u00e1pen\u00ed – a\u0165 u\u017e se to t\u00fdk\u00e1 osob skute\u010dn\u00fdch, je\u017e doty\u010dn\u00e9ho nedobrovoln\u011b opustily, nebo naopak t\u011bch \u017eij\u00edc\u00edch a\u017e na \u00fapln\u00e9m konci planety, s nimi\u017e se nikdy nem\u016f\u017ee potkat. Anebo pouze t\u011bch fiktivn\u00edch, ukr\u00fdvaj\u00edc\u00edch se v mysli doty\u010dn\u00e9ho, kter\u00e9 on nikdy nedok\u00e1\u017ee z vnit\u0159n\u00edho v\u011bdom\u00ed p\u0159en\u00e9st na tento sv\u011bt.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Martin znovu nalistoval po\u010d\u00e1te\u010dn\u00ed stranu rozhovor\u016f Heleny a Helmuta a tentokr\u00e1t si ji po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b nastudoval. P\u0159i druh\u00e9m \u010dten\u00ed z v\u00fdkladu obou <\/span>rozmlouvaj\u00edc\u00edch ji\u017e pochopil mnohem v\u00edce a p\u0159i tom t\u0159et\u00edm si ji\u017e utvo\u0159il sv\u016fj vlastn\u00ed n\u00e1zor.<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u201eTak co, p\u0159i\u0161el jsi ji\u017e na to, v \u010dem to cel\u00e9 spo\u010d\u00edv\u00e1?\u201d zeptala se Alexandra, p\u0159i\u010dem\u017e za\u010dala proch\u00e1zet dal\u0161\u00ed svazek sv\u00fdch spis\u016f, kde byl na tituln\u00ed stran\u011b pro zm\u011bnu vyobrazen portr\u00e9t asi tak patn\u00e1ctilet\u00e9ho chlapce.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eAno, mysl\u00edm, \u017ee u\u017e jsem z t\u011bch z\u00e1pisk\u016f <\/span>leccos pochopil,\u201d spustil Martin. \u201eVezmu to tedy postupn\u011b. V tomto cel\u00e9m jednom svazku je zaznamen\u00e1n rozhovor mezi dv\u011bma lidmi – Helenou a Helmutem – kte\u0159\u00ed se do sebe kdysi zamilovali, co\u017e nad\u00e1le p\u0159etrv\u00e1v\u00e1. Skoro na ka\u017ed\u00e9 str\u00e1nce jsou vyobrazeny<\/span> Heleniny fotografie, kter\u00e9 ji zachycuj\u00ed na r\u016fzn\u00fdch m\u00edstech. Tady na t\u00e9 druh\u00e9 str\u00e1nce je zrovna vid\u011bt, jak sed\u00ed v k\u0159esle v jak\u00e9msi alt\u00e1nku<\/span>, a hned na str\u00e1nce dal\u0161\u00ed se zase houpe v k\u0159esle. Onou m\u00edstnost\u00ed je nejsp\u00ed\u0161 pokoj v jej\u00edm rodn\u00e9m dom\u011b. Z toho tedy pro mne vypl\u00fdv\u00e1, \u017ee ji ten Helmut mus\u00ed m\u00edt velmi moc r\u00e1d, a proto tak\u00e9 zast\u00e1v\u00e1m n\u00e1zor, \u017ee pro n\u011bj Helena hodn\u011b znamen\u00e1. Jenom m\u011b na tom v\u0161em zar\u00e1\u017e\u00ed, pro\u010d to je v\u0161echno vyj\u00e1d\u0159eno<\/span> touto cestou. J\u00e1 b\u00fdt na Helmutov\u011b m\u00edst\u011b, tak si to s tou Helenou vy\u0159\u00edk\u00e1m p\u0159\u00edmo z o\u010d\u00ed do o\u010d\u00ed, za slova se p\u0159ece nemus\u00ed jeden p\u0159ed druh\u00fdm styd\u011bt. Ale mo\u017en\u00e1 je to takhle pro oba lep\u0161\u00ed, t\u0159eba si ty v\u011bci do o\u010d\u00ed styd\u00ed \u0159\u00edct p\u0159\u00edmo<\/span> a proto vol\u00ed tuto textovou podobu, kter\u00e1 je pro n\u011b p\u0159ijateln\u011bj\u0161\u00ed.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Alexandra p\u0159estala listovat sv\u00fdm svazkem. V obli\u010deji poprv\u00e9 nasadila mnohem v\u00e1\u017en\u011bj\u0161\u00ed v\u00fdraz. \u201eP\u0159ekvapuje m\u011b, jak jsi to dok\u00e1zal dojemn\u011b vyl\u00ed\u010dit. To se snad je\u0161t\u011b nikomu nepoda\u0159ilo. Ti p\u0159ed tebou se tomu pov\u011bt\u0161inou jen posm\u011b\u0161n\u011b u\u0161kl\u00edbli.<\/span>\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eOpravdu?\u201d podivil se Martin a trochu se p\u0159i t\u00e9 lichotce zastyd\u011bl. \u201eJ\u00e1 si p\u016fvodn\u011b toti\u017e myslel, \u017ee si to sem k tob\u011b n\u011bkdo jen ukl\u00e1d\u00e1. Tak trochu mi to tu toti\u017e p\u0159<\/span>ipom\u00edn\u00e1…\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eAno, v\u00edm, co chce\u0161 \u0159\u00edct, \u017ee to tady vypad\u00e1 jako ve firemn\u00ed kancel\u00e1\u0159i a tohle \u017ee jsou jen administrativn\u00ed lejstra. Av\u0161ak uji\u0161\u0165uji t\u011b, \u017ee tady rozhodn\u011b nikomu neposluhuji. Tohle v\u0161e d\u011bl\u00e1m jen ze sv\u00e9 vlastn\u00ed v\u016fle.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eJo, ch\u00e1pu.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eAlexandra ke stolu p\u0159inesla je\u0161t\u011b jednu \u017eidli a vyzvala Martina, aby se posadil. Kdy\u017e tak u\u010dinila i ona, vzala si od n\u011bj desky s Helenou, znovu je rozev\u0159ela a zopakovala p\u0159ede\u0161l\u00e9 body ohledn\u011b posl\u00e1n\u00ed sv\u00e9 pr\u00e1ce.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eAha, tak proto ty dv\u011b osoby. Z toho tedy ale vypl\u00fdv\u00e1, \u017ee Helena mus\u00ed b\u00fdt n\u011bjak\u00e1 slavn\u00e1 osobnost a Helmut jej\u00ed beznad\u011bjn\u00fd obdivovatel. Proto i ta spousta fotografi\u00ed, to aby iluze skute\u010dnosti pro n\u011bj byla co nejdokonalej\u0161\u00ed,\u201d usoudil hned Martin a pokra\u010doval: \u201eHelmut zkr\u00e1tka mus\u00ed nab\u00fdt p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed, \u017ee Helena nen\u00ed jen jeho pouh\u00fd v\u00fdplod fantazie, \u017ee si s n\u00ed skute\u010dn\u011b pov\u00edd\u00e1 a vid\u00ed ji sed\u011bt naproti v tom k\u0159esle, p\u0159esn\u011b jak je tady vyobrazena na t\u00e9 dal\u0161\u00ed fotce. \u017de m\u00e1m pravdu?\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eAno, p\u0159esn\u011b tak by to na n\u011bj m\u011blo zap\u016fsobit. Jsi opravdu velice v\u0161\u00edmav\u00fd, Martine,\u201d pochv\u00e1lila ho Alexandra a odm\u011bnila nov\u00fdm \u00fasm\u011bvem.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eJen\u017ee te\u010f m\u011b p\u0159i tom listov\u00e1n\u00ed je\u0161t\u011b tak napad\u00e1, \u017ee to pro toho \u017eadatele mus\u00ed b\u00fdt i docela dost velk\u00fd n\u00e1por na psychiku,\u201d zapochyboval hned nato Martin, kdy\u017e se mu Helenin\u00fdm svazkem op\u011btovn\u011b poda\u0159ilo proklestit a\u017e na \u00fapln\u00fd konec (na posledn\u00ed stran\u011b se pak vyj\u00edmala velk\u00e1 fotografie s jej\u00edm jm\u00e9nem, stejn\u011b jako tomu bylo na sam\u00e9m po\u010d\u00e1tku).<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eAno, psychika \u010dlov\u011bka zde sehr\u00e1v\u00e1 rovn\u011b\u017e svou podstatnou roli, v mnoh\u00e9m z\u00e1le\u017e\u00ed pr\u00e1v\u011b na n\u00ed,\u201d nadhodila souhlasn\u011b Alexandra. \u201eProto jsou v desk\u00e1ch na jednotliv\u00fdch str\u00e1nk\u00e1ch p\u0159ibli\u017en\u011b takov\u00e9 ot\u00e1zky a odpov\u011bdi, kter\u00e9 by \u017eadatel od sv<\/span>\u00e9 vyvolen\u00e9 osoby r\u00e1d osobn\u011b sly\u0161el a je\u017e by j\u00ed tak\u00e9 r\u00e1d osobn\u011b polo\u017eil. V m\u00e9m pod\u00e1n\u00ed tak mus\u00ed nab\u00fdt p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed, \u017ee s n\u00ed pr\u00e1v\u011b v onom okam\u017eiku skute\u010dn\u011b rozmlouv\u00e1…\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eA to mu pr\u00e1v\u011b nav\u00edc usnad\u0148uj\u00ed ty p\u0159idan\u00e9 fotografie!\u201d sko\u010dil do toho Alexand\u0159e n\u00e1hle Martin.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eAno. A pokud se to povede, s\u00e1m \u010dlov\u011bk pak nabyde p\u0159esv\u011bd\u010den\u00ed, \u017ee je to pr\u00e1v\u011b on, kdo s doty\u010dn\u00fdm \u010di doty\u010dnou sed\u00ed v jedn\u00e9 m\u00edstnosti a bav\u00ed se s n\u00ed, o \u010dem chce.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eAha, tak\u017ee takhle je to tedy. Z toho vypl\u00fdv\u00e1, \u017ee Helmut je tv\u00fdm \u017eadatelem a ty mu deskami o Helen\u011b vych\u00e1z\u00ed\u0161 laskav\u011b vst\u0159\u00edc,\u201d neodolal poku\u0161en\u00ed \u0159\u00edct nahlas Martin, jemu\u017e to n\u00e1hle cel\u00e9 p\u0159i\u0161lo rovn\u011b\u017e jako n\u011bco naprosto samoz\u0159ejm\u00e9ho a t\u00edm p\u00e1dem se Alexandry p\u0159estal ob\u00e1vat. \u201eJak jsem \u0159\u00edkal, Helmut k Helen\u011b c\u00edt\u00ed v\u00edce ne\u017e jen p\u0159\u00e1telsk\u00e9 pouto, je do n\u00ed zamilovan\u00fd, ale navenek se j\u00ed to nikdy neodv\u00e1\u017e\u00ed p\u0159\u00edmo \u0159\u00edct. A proto si zvolil tuto cestu. Ne\u017e by riskoval, \u017ee ho Helena t\u0159eba v re\u00e1ln\u00e9m sv\u011bt\u011b odm\u00edtne, a ne\u017e by se kv\u016fli tomu do konce \u017eivota v\u011b\u010dn\u011b tr\u00e1pil, objednal si u tebe rad\u0161i psanou formu. Jeho nenapln\u011bn\u00fd vztah se tak r\u00e1zem stane napln\u011bn\u00fdm a on tak poraz\u00ed nep\u0159\u00edze\u0148 sv\u00e9ho nep\u0159ej\u00edc\u00edho osudu.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

Alexandra odpoutala o\u010di od patn\u00e1ct\u00e9 strany a znovu se na Martina p\u0159\u00edv\u011btiv\u011b usm\u00e1la. Na fotografii tam byla zachycena usm\u011bvav\u00e1 Helena s jak\u00fdmsi obrazem v n\u00e1ru\u010d\u00ed. Za n\u00ed se pak rozprost\u00edrala malebn\u00e1 venkov<\/span>sk\u00e1 krajina s v\u011btrn\u00fdmi ml\u00fdny v pop\u0159ed\u00ed. K tomu se patrn\u011b vztahoval i spodn\u00ed<\/span> text, nebo\u0165 kdy\u017e se Martinovi op\u011bt poda\u0159ilo z Alexand\u0159in\u00fdch o\u010d\u00ed \u0161\u0165astn\u011b vymanit a zab\u0159edl do n\u011bj, tak vy\u010detl, jak Helmut roztou\u017een\u011b rozmlouv\u00e1 o Holandsku a pobytu v n\u011bm a Helena mu l\u00e1skypln\u011b odpov\u00edd\u00e1, jak\u00e1 je tu p\u0159ekr\u00e1sn\u00e1 krajina a jak moc se j\u00ed l\u00edb\u00ed ten obraz, jen\u017e p\u0159ed chvili\u010dkou zakoupila v jednom nen\u00e1padn\u00e9m obch\u016fdku na Kampensk\u00e9m n\u00e1b\u0159e\u017e\u00ed.<\/span><\/p>\n

\u201eZase jsi m\u011b dojal, jak jsi to dok\u00e1zal uv\u00e1\u017een\u011b, bez p\u0159etv\u00e1\u0159ky vyslovit.\u201d Alexandra hned nato smetla z fotografie sm\u00edtko a Helenin \u00fasm\u011bv se n\u00e1hle vyjasnil v pln\u00e9 sv\u00e9 kr\u00e1se. \u201eV Helmutov\u011b p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b je tomu v\u0161ak tro\u0161i\u010dku jinak. He<\/span>lena nen\u00ed jeho tajnou l\u00e1skou, ji\u017e nem\u00e1 dostate\u010dnou odvahu oslovit, je jeho zesnulou \u017eenou.\u201d<\/span><\/p>\n

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\u201e\u00c1, tak i ty jsi nakonec objevil m\u00e9 mal\u00e9 tajemstv\u00ed, je\u017e je ukryto v textu dvou navz\u00e1jem rozmlouvaj\u00edc\u00edch lidi\u010dek,\u201d za\u010dala Martinovi ji\u017e pln\u011b v\u011bnovat pozornost Alexandra. \u201eMus\u00edm p\u0159iznat, \u017ee mnoh\u00fdm z t\u011bch, co se s m\u00fdm v\u00fdtvorem m\u011bli mo\u017enost v … Cel\u00fd p\u0159\u00edsp\u011bvek →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3420","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-city-means-i-mesto-plne-navratu"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3420","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3420"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3420\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3607,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3420\/revisions\/3607"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3420"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3420"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3420"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}