{"id":3300,"date":"2022-01-17T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2022-01-17T07:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/?p=3300"},"modified":"2022-04-24T08:53:37","modified_gmt":"2022-04-24T06:53:37","slug":"cast-3-niterni-prani-onoho-nesmeleho","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/citymeans\/city-means-i-mesto-plne-navratu\/cast-3-niterni-prani-onoho-nesmeleho","title":{"rendered":"Kapitola 3 – Nitern\u00ed p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed onoho nesm\u011bl\u00e9ho"},"content":{"rendered":"
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\u201eNo a co je tv\u00fdm prav\u00fdm smyslem \u017eivota, Martine? M\u00e1\u0161 n\u011bjak\u00e9 skryt\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed, kter\u00e9 bys za dobu sv\u00e9 pozemsk\u00e9 existence r\u00e1d naplnil?\u201d zeptal se po men\u0161\u00ed pauze znovu Kristi\u00e1n. To ji\u017e v\u0161ichni dosp\u011bli do zat\u00e1\u010dky a odtud z hlavn\u00ed silnice pomalu sch\u00e1zeli na malou cesti\u010dku, kter\u00e1 d\u00e1le pokra\u010dovala lesem.<\/p>\n

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\u201eJo, n\u011bjak\u00e9 m\u00e1m,\u201d zn\u011bla Martinova zdr\u00e1hav\u00e1 odpov\u011b\u010f. S\u00e1m dob\u0159e v\u011bd\u011bl, kam t\u00edm Kristi\u00e1n m\u00ed\u0159\u00ed, ob\u00e1val se ale o tom p\u0159ed Nolou nahlas mluvit.<\/p>\n

\u201eNo, a pov\u011bd\u011bl bys n\u00e1m ho? Mysl\u00edm, \u017ee Nolu by to ur\u010dit\u011b taky zaj\u00edmalo,\u201d pokusil se m\u00edrn\u011b vt\u00edrav\u011b na Martina d\u00e1l nal\u00e9hat Kristi\u00e1n.<\/p>\n

Martin se za\u010dervenal a pohledem sjel na \u0159\u00edd\u00edtka, jako by doufal, \u017ee mu te\u010f naschv\u00e1l provedou n\u011bjakou neplechu, kter\u00e1 mu p\u0159ijde vhod. Doufal v to marn\u011b.<\/p>\n

\u201eJo, j\u00e1 bych si to tak\u00e9 r\u00e1da poslechla, Martine,\u201d p\u0159idala se ke Kristi\u00e1nov\u011b \u017e\u00e1dosti Nola. \u201eNeboj, j\u00e1 o tom nikomu z na\u0161\u00ed ani va\u0161\u00ed t\u0159\u00eddy vypr\u00e1v\u011bt nebudu. Nav\u00edc jsme te\u010f v lese a tady se \u017e\u00e1dn\u00ed zv\u011bdavci beztak nevyskytnou.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eNola m\u00e1 pravdu,\u201d vlo\u017eil se do hovoru op\u011bt Kristi\u00e1n. \u201eV\u00e1\u017en\u011b se ni\u010deho nemus\u00ed\u0161 b\u00e1t, p\u0159ece ji zn\u00e1m a v\u00edm, \u017ee je to f\u00e9rov\u00e1 d\u00edv\u010dina. Pokud n\u00e1m o tom ale nechce\u0161 vypr\u00e1v\u011bt, nevad\u00ed, je to tv\u00e1 osobn\u00ed volba a tu ti nikdo nesm\u00ed br\u00e1t nebo vy\u010d\u00edtat. Ale kdy\u017e ti to tv\u00e9 vnit\u0159n\u00ed sv\u011bdom\u00ed dovol\u00ed, rozhodn\u011b se ti pak m\u016f\u017ee ulevit, proto\u017ee t\u0159eba pr\u00e1v\u011b zjist\u00ed\u0161, \u017ee k tv\u00e9mu p\u0159\u00edb\u011bhu nikdo z n\u00e1s nezaujme negativn\u00ed postoj. No a na opl\u00e1tku ti zase t\u0159eba pov\u00edme sv\u00e1 skryt\u00e1 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed my dva.\u201d<\/p>\n

Na Martinovi bylo st\u00e1le zn\u00e1t, \u017ee by si ono sv\u00e9 <\/i>rad\u011bji nechal pro sebe, ale nakonec se rozhodl, \u017ee by t\u0159eba skute\u010dn\u011b bylo dobr\u00e9 se n\u011bkomu sv\u011b\u0159it.<\/p>\n

\u201eNo dob\u0159e, p\u0159emluvili jste m\u011b,\u201d p\u0159ekvapil oba kamar\u00e1dy ne\u010dekanou hl\u00e1\u0161kou: \u201eM\u00fdm tou\u017eebn\u00fdm snem je naj\u00edt pohlednou d\u00edvku dle m\u00fdch p\u0159edstav, s ojedin\u011bl\u00fdm temperamentem, pro vztah, kter\u00fd by vydr\u017eel na cel\u00fd \u017eivot. Kone\u010dn\u011b by m\u011b m\u00ed vrstevn\u00edci za\u010dali br\u00e1t v\u00e1\u017en\u011b, a nem\u016f\u017eu se naba\u017eit p\u0159edstavy, jak by se asi zatv\u00e1\u0159ili, kdyby do na\u0161\u00ed t\u0159\u00eddy takov\u00e1 snov\u00e1 d\u00edvka ve\u0161la. Dozajista by pak v\u0161em vyrazila dech. Pak by je u\u017e p\u0159e\u0161la chu\u0165 posm\u00edvat se mi za z\u00e1dy! Kone\u010dn\u011b by si m\u011b za\u010dali v\u00e1\u017eit, respektovat m\u011b, a kdo v\u00ed, t\u0159eba by mi za\u010dali i ti\u0161e z\u00e1vid\u011bt, \u017ee po m\u00e9m boku stoj\u00ed n\u011bkdo, kdo m\u011b m\u00e1 skute\u010dn\u011b bez p\u0159etv\u00e1\u0159ky r\u00e1d a koho oni nikdy nez\u00edskaj\u00ed.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\u201eAha, to zn\u00ed docela zaj\u00edmav\u011b, co \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161, Nolo?\u201d p\u0159itakal okam\u017eit\u011b Kristi\u00e1n a oto\u010dil se k osloven\u00e9. Na Nole bylo o\u010dividn\u011b zn\u00e1t, \u017ee ji tato Martinova v\u00fdpov\u011b\u010f o\u010dividn\u011b dost zasko\u010dila. Vlastn\u011b sama po pravd\u011b \u0159e\u010deno ani po\u0159\u00e1dn\u011b nev\u011bd\u011bla, co t\u00edm myslel.<\/p>\n

\u201eHmm, opravdu ko\u0161at\u011b vysloven\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed, jen co je pravda,\u201d pokusila se n\u011bjak solidn\u011b za\u010d\u00edt. \u201eJak vidno, tak to m\u00e1\u0161 do sebemen\u0161\u00edch detail\u016f v\u0161echno pe\u010dliv\u011b promy\u0161len\u00e9. Na to j\u00e1 bych tedy rozhodn\u011b sama nikdy nep\u0159i\u0161la – t\u00edm m\u00e1m tedy hlavn\u011b na mysli to, jak\u00fdm zp\u016fsobem se hodl\u00e1\u0161 vypo\u0159\u00e1dat se sv\u00fdmi vlezl\u00fdmi spolu\u017e\u00e1ky.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eJo, aha, takhle si to tedy vysv\u011btluje\u0161!\u201d Martin na sob\u011b nyn\u00ed d\u00e1val v\u00edce ne\u017e z\u0159eteln\u011b zn\u00e1t, \u017ee se ho Nolin n\u00e1zor sp\u00ed\u0161e dotkl. \u201e\u017de jsem rad\u0161i neml\u010del.\u201d<\/p>\n

Martin r\u00e1zn\u011b zabral za kolo a vyst\u0159elil hbit\u011b do \u010dela skupinky.<\/p>\n

\u201eNe, po\u010dkej, Martine, Nola to jist\u011b nemyslela nijak zle,\u201d zas\u00e1hl Kristi\u00e1n a chytil ho na posledn\u00ed chv\u00edli za ruku. \u201eNepochybn\u011b ti cht\u011bla jen sd\u011blit, \u017ee je nesm\u00edrn\u011b obdivuhodn\u00e9, \u017ee neztr\u00e1c\u00ed\u0161 v hled\u00e1n\u00ed t\u00e9 sv\u00e9 vyvolen\u00e9 nad\u011bji, a \u017ee se vedle toho nav\u00edc je\u0161t\u011b dok\u00e1\u017ee\u0161 poprat i s ka\u017edodenn\u00ed realitou. J\u00e1 si v\u016fbec nemysl\u00edm, \u017ee by ses m\u011bl za to sv\u00e9 vypr\u00e1v\u011bn\u00ed styd\u011bt. M\u011b osobn\u011b velmi zaujalo.\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eOpravdu, Martine,\u201d p\u0159idala se ke Kristi\u00e1novi okam\u017eit\u011b Nola, kdy\u017e je oba dostihla, \u201ej\u00e1 ti to tv\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed fakt nijak nevy\u010d\u00edt\u00e1m, jen m\u011b p\u0159ekvapilo, jak jsi to v\u0161echno dok\u00e1zal skloubit dohromady – mysl\u00edm tu tvou vysn\u011bnou d\u00edvku s t\u011bmi spolu\u017e\u00e1kovsk\u00fdmi pomlouva\u010di ze t\u0159\u00eddy. To bylo to, co m\u011b na tom v\u0161em tak trochu udivilo, nic v\u00edc v tom nebylo. I j\u00e1 si v\u00e1\u017e\u00edm toho, \u017ee jsi n\u00e1m to zcela otev\u0159en\u011b a odhodlan\u011b \u0159ekl. To jen tak n\u011bkdo nesvede. Fakt, v\u011b\u0159 mi.\u201d<\/p>\n

Martin se uklidnil a pokojn\u011b na to odpov\u011bd\u011bl: \u201eJo, j\u00e1 v\u00edm, \u017ee jste to nemysleli zle. Ono to na prvn\u00ed poslech mo\u017en\u00e1 zn\u00ed jako naprosto zbyte\u010dn\u00e1 banalita, jen\u017ee vlastn\u00edmu mozku se zkr\u00e1tka porou\u010det ned\u00e1. Co si jednou umane, to taky chce za ka\u017edou cenu dostat. I mn\u011b je l\u00edto, \u017ee mu v tom prozat\u00edm nedok\u00e1\u017eu vyhov\u011bt, proto\u017ee se zkr\u00e1tka takov\u00e1 d\u00edvka v m\u00e9m okol\u00ed je\u0161t\u011b nikdy neobjevila. A pokud jsem podobnou n\u011bkdy vid\u011bl, tak jen na filmov\u00e9m pl\u00e1tn\u011b.\u201d<\/p>\n

Zat\u00edmco Nola jen m\u00edrn\u00fdm za\u0161pulen\u00edm pusy nazna\u010dila, \u017ee nev\u00ed, co na to tentokr\u00e1t \u0159\u00edct, Kristi\u00e1n nezav\u00e1hal a dok\u00e1zal se hned chytnout jej\u00edch a Martinov\u00fdch rozpak\u016f. \u201eNo, kdy\u017e jsi te\u010f tak na pochyb\u00e1ch, tak bys t\u0159eba,\u201d uculil se na Nolu, kter\u00e1 okam\u017eit\u011b zpozorn\u011bla, \u201emohl zkusit – t\u0159eba jen pro za\u010d\u00e1tek, kdybys o to st\u00e1l – chodit tady s Nolou, co \u0159\u00edk\u00e1\u0161? M\u00e1m pocit, \u017ee m\u00e1te hodn\u011b v\u011bc\u00ed spole\u010dn\u00fdch a povahov\u011b i vzhledov\u011b k sob\u011b rovn\u011b\u017e m\u00e1te dost bl\u00edzko. A kdy\u017e se po dne\u0161n\u00edm dnu l\u00e9pe pozn\u00e1te, k \u010demu\u017e u\u017e pomalu doch\u00e1z\u00ed, tak by se z toho zanedlouho mohlo t\u0159eba vyvinout n\u011bco v\u00edc ne\u017e jen pouh\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1telstv\u00ed.\u201d<\/p>\n

Nola byla z toho n\u00e1vrhu zna\u010dn\u011b vyjukan\u00e1, rozhodn\u011b s n\u011b\u010d\u00edm takov\u00fdm nepo\u010d\u00edtala, obzvl\u00e1\u0161\u0165 kdy\u017e se s Martinem osobn\u011b znali jen n\u011bkolik hodin. Martin si s Kristi\u00e1nov\u00fdm n\u00e1padem tentokr\u00e1t hlavu p\u0159\u00edli\u0161 nel\u00e1mal, dop\u0159edu tu\u0161il, \u017ee by nic takov\u00e9ho v jeho o\u0161emetn\u00e9m p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b stejn\u011b nebylo mo\u017en\u00e9.<\/p>\n

\u201ePromi\u0148, Kristi\u00e1ne, ale to by asi ne\u0161lo. Tou moj\u00ed vyvolenou je toti\u017e dlouhovlas\u00e1 brunetka s pronikav\u00fdma modr\u00fdma o\u010dima, bohu\u017eel ne blond\u00fdnka. Nav\u00edc, ona m\u00e1 vyvolen\u00e1 by musela b\u00fdt narozen\u00e1 v p\u0159esn\u011b t\u00fd\u017e den jako j\u00e1,\u201d od\u016fvodnil to Martin a p\u0159idal je\u0161t\u011b datum sv\u00e9ho narozen\u00ed.<\/p>\n

\u201eAha,\u201d procitla hned Nola, \u201etak to by asi pro\u0161lo dost t\u011b\u017ece, nav\u00edc rok i datum, kdy jsem p\u0159i\u0161la na sv\u011bt, se v m\u00e9m p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b s t\u00edm tv\u00fdm dost sek\u00e1.\u201d<\/p>\n

Kristi\u00e1nova nad\u011bje ale nepohasla ani po t\u00e9to v\u00fdm\u011bn\u011b n\u00e1zor\u016f. \u201eNo a ne\u0161lo by v tomto z\u00e1va\u017en\u00e9m p\u0159\u00edpad\u011b p\u0159eci jenom ud\u011blat v\u00fdjimku? V\u017edy\u0165 Nola je p\u0159ece dost pohledn\u00e1 \u017eena <\/i>a o\u010di m\u00e1 koneckonc\u016f modr\u00e9. No a povahov\u011b by t\u00e9 tv\u00e9 vyvolen\u00e9 <\/i>ur\u010dit\u011b taky odpov\u00eddala, nebo snad mysl\u00ed\u0161 \u017ee ne?\u201d pokusil se je\u0161t\u011b p\u0159emlouvat Martina, ten se ale nedal.<\/p>\n

\u201eNe, to by opravdu ne\u0161lo. V\u00edte… ehm… j\u00e1 to v\u00e1\u017en\u011b nechci n\u011bjak dramatizovat, komplikovat nebo tak n\u011bjak podobn\u011b, ale jedna takov\u00e1 d\u00edvka skute\u010dn\u011b existuje. M\u00e1 ta sam\u00e1 data, co j\u00e1. Bohu\u017eel ale \u017eije kdesi v Americe, kde je uzn\u00e1vanou mladou, nad\u011bjnou here\u010dkou. Na t\u00e9 Americe a here\u010dce samoz\u0159ejm\u011b tolik nelp\u00edm, ale to ostatn\u00ed chci pro sebe za ka\u017edou cenu ponechat tak, jak jsem to u\u017e p\u0159ednesl.\u201d<\/p>\n

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Nola s Kristi\u00e1nem na sebe op\u011bt v\u00fdznamn\u011b pohl\u00e9dli. Bylo jim jasn\u00e9, \u017ee Martinovi v t\u00e9to z\u00e1le\u017eitosti jen t\u011b\u017eko dok\u00e1\u017eou vyhov\u011bt. Ani jeden se mu kv\u016fli tomu nesm\u00e1l.<\/p>\n

\u201eHmm, m\u00e1\u0161 to, Martine, opravdu dost zapeklit\u00e9,\u201d ujala se po nepatrn\u00e9 pauze slova Nola a je\u0161t\u011b jednou se zam\u011b\u0159ila na Kristi\u00e1novy o\u010di.<\/p>\n

\u201eJo, to m\u00e1\u0161 pravdu,\u201d p\u0159ipustil zklaman\u011b, pak ale n\u00e1hle o\u017eil. \u201eNo, ale alespo\u0148 n\u00e1m Martin vypov\u011bd\u011bl to, co ho tr\u00e1pilo a o \u010dem by se t\u0159eba p\u0159ed sv\u00fdmi spolu\u017e\u00e1ky b\u00e1l mluvit. Te\u010f je tedy na\u010dase, aby zase promluvil n\u011bkdo z n\u00e1s dvou. Ujme\u0161 se toho, Nolo?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eA o \u010dem bych m\u011bla mluvit? T\u0159eba je\u0161t\u011b jednou o tom, jak jsem p\u0159i\u0161la k tomu lichotiv\u00e9mu p\u0159\u00edzvisku d\u00edvka se zebrou<\/i>? Nebo byste rad\u0161i cht\u011bli sly\u0161et, jak jsem se stala nesm\u00edrn\u011b popul\u00e1rn\u00ed, kdy\u017e m\u011b jeden nejmenovan\u00fd prodava\u010d omylem zamknul ve sv\u00e9m obchod\u011b v prostranstv\u00ed mochnick\u00fdch <\/i>pas\u00e1\u017e\u00ed, a j\u00e1 mu p\u0159i dob\u00fdv\u00e1n\u00ed se ven necht\u011bn\u011b spustila na dve\u0159\u00edch alarm?\u201d<\/p>\n

\u201eJo, to druh\u00e9 by m\u011b docela zaj\u00edmalo, to bych si r\u00e1d poslechl. N\u011bco jsem o tom zb\u011b\u017en\u011b zaslechl ze \u0161elestu \u0161koln\u00edch chodeb,\u201d nadchl se kone\u010dn\u011b Martin. Kristi\u00e1n v\u0161ak byl trochu jin\u00e9ho n\u00e1zoru.<\/p>\n

\u201eNo j\u00e1 bych si sp\u00ed\u0161e r\u00e1d vyslechl to prvn\u00ed, konkr\u00e9tn\u011b, pro\u010d se pod ten sv\u016fj pov\u011bstn\u00fd klobouk poka\u017ed\u00e9 sna\u017e\u00ed\u0161 schov\u00e1vat jist\u00fd probl\u00e9m, spojen\u00fd s jedn\u00edm b\u00e1jn\u00fdm ostrovem, na n\u011bm\u017e \u00fadajn\u011b \u017eije tajemn\u00fd pisatel, s n\u00edm\u017e jsi a\u017e doned\u00e1vna byla v kontaktu a kter\u00fd do tv\u00e9ho \u017eivota vnesl mnoh\u00e9 nepoznan\u00e9, a to d\u00edky sv\u00fdm \u00fachvatn\u011b poutav\u00fdm dopis\u016fm a pohlednic\u00edm.\u201d<\/p>\n

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\u201eNo a co je tv\u00fdm prav\u00fdm smyslem \u017eivota, Martine? M\u00e1\u0161 n\u011bjak\u00e9 skryt\u00e9 p\u0159\u00e1n\u00ed, kter\u00e9 bys za dobu sv\u00e9 pozemsk\u00e9 existence r\u00e1d naplnil?\u201d zeptal se po men\u0161\u00ed pauze znovu Kristi\u00e1n. To ji\u017e v\u0161ichni dosp\u011bli do zat\u00e1\u010dky a odtud z hlavn\u00ed silnice … Cel\u00fd p\u0159\u00edsp\u011bvek →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[33],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3300","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-city-means-i-mesto-plne-navratu"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3300","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3300"}],"version-history":[{"count":6,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3300\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3587,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3300\/revisions\/3587"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3300"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3300"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3300"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}