{"id":1970,"date":"2018-08-27T09:00:00","date_gmt":"2018-08-27T07:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/?p=1970"},"modified":"2018-08-24T10:31:09","modified_gmt":"2018-08-24T08:31:09","slug":"nejde-to-autor-martin-jabkenic","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/mix\/nejde-to-autor-martin-jabkenic","title":{"rendered":"Nejde to (autor – Martin Jabkeni\u010d)"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Nejde to<\/b><\/p>\n

Nejde to!<\/p>\n

Ps\u00e1t bych cht\u011bl<\/p>\n

v\u0161ak ruka slabost\u00ed kles\u00e1 mi<\/p>\n

na st\u016fl nedobrovoln\u011b<\/p>\n

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Kolik popsan\u00fdch pap\u00edr\u016f skon\u010dilo v ko\u0161i<\/p>\n

jeden by se nedopo\u010d\u00edtal<\/p>\n

a p\u0159itom posta\u010dilo by tak m\u00e1lo<\/p>\n

ps\u00e1ti plynule, m\u00edti inspiraci<\/p>\n

tak jako kdysi za mlada<\/p>\n

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Psychicky nen\u00ed mi dob\u0159e<\/p>\n

v\u00e1\u017enou du\u0161evn\u00ed nemoc\u00ed trp\u00edm<\/p>\n

co\u017e st\u011b\u017euje moji roli\u00a0spisovatele<\/p>\n

a negativn\u011b, na m\u00e9 tv\u016fr\u010d\u00ed j\u00e1, ve v\u00fdsledku p\u016fsob\u00ed<\/p>\n

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Jako \u0161tvanec p\u0159ipad\u00e1m si<\/p>\n

t\u011b\u017eko je mi u srdce<\/p>\n

jsem liter\u00e1rn\u00edm psancem nedobrovoln\u00fdm<\/p>\n

trp\u00edm t\u00edmto syndromem p\u0159evelice<\/p>\n

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Pro\u010d nenab\u00eddne\u0161 vl\u00eddnou n\u00e1ru\u010d alespo\u0148 ty<\/p>\n

l\u00e1sko vysn\u011bn\u00e1?<\/p>\n

V\u00edm, nen\u00ed to mo\u017en\u00e9<\/p>\n

nebo\u0165 jsi pouze platonick\u00e1<\/p>\n

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Tak nad\u00e1le trp\u00edm jako ten pes<\/p>\n

nebo\u0165 inspirace st\u00e1le nep\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00ed<\/p>\n

a odep\u0159eno vypsat se z n\u00ed<\/p>\n

je m\u00fdm \u00fad\u011blem sou\u010dasn\u00fdm<\/p>\n

Co si jen po\u010d\u00edt m\u00e1m s t\u00edm v\u0161\u00edm?<\/p>\n

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Na \u017eivot nejrad\u011bji\u00a0zanev\u0159el bych<\/p>\n

nebo\u0165 nem\u00e1m pro co bych \u017eil<\/p>\n

l\u00e1sku skute\u010dnou postr\u00e1d\u00e1m<\/p>\n

a psan\u00ed st\u00e1v\u00e1 se p\u0159\u00edt\u011b\u017e\u00ed<\/p>\n

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Nejde to!<\/p>\n

To jedin\u00e9 sl\u016fvko schopn\u00fd jsem napsat<\/p>\n

K\u00e9\u017e \u0161lo by to<\/p>\n

to\u00a0z cel\u00e9ho srdce bych si tuze p\u0159\u00e1l<\/p>\n

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Srdce m\u00e9 v\u0161ak\u00a0umrtven\u00e9 jest<\/p>\n

a vzk\u0159\u00edsiti na sv\u011bt\u011b jej nic nedok\u00e1\u017ee<\/p>\n

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Marn\u011b \u010dek\u00e1m marn\u011b<\/p>\n

tak r\u00e1d bych se chopil \u0161ance<\/p>\n

kdy psal bych op\u011bt na stroji\u00a0ladn\u011b<\/p>\n

a pr\u00e1vem usm\u00edval se\u00a0znovu<\/p>\n

na onen cel\u00fd \u0161ir\u00fd sv\u011bt<\/p>\n

napln\u011bn blahem<\/p>\n

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Prozat\u00edm to v\u0161ak nejde<\/p>\n

Tak snad v budoucnu?<\/p>\n

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Pokud tedy je\u0161t\u011b budu \u017eiv<\/p>\n

a skon neusp\u00ed\u0161\u00ed m\u016fj p\u0159ed\u010dasn\u00fd odchod<\/p>\n

tam\u00a0do v\u011b\u010dn\u00fdch spisovatelsk\u00fdch lovi\u0161\u0165<\/p>\n

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Nejde to Nejde to! Ps\u00e1t bych cht\u011bl v\u0161ak ruka slabost\u00ed kles\u00e1 mi na st\u016fl nedobrovoln\u011b   Kolik popsan\u00fdch pap\u00edr\u016f skon\u010dilo v ko\u0161i jeden by se nedopo\u010d\u00edtal a p\u0159itom posta\u010dilo by tak m\u00e1lo ps\u00e1ti plynule, m\u00edti inspiraci tak jako kdysi za … Cel\u00fd p\u0159\u00edsp\u011bvek →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_s2mail":"yes","footnotes":""},"categories":[25],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-1970","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-mix"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1970","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1970"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1970\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":2313,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1970\/revisions\/2313"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1970"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1970"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1970"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}