{"id":1662,"date":"2016-12-19T09:00:03","date_gmt":"2016-12-19T07:00:03","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/?p=1662"},"modified":"2016-10-02T18:02:06","modified_gmt":"2016-10-02T16:02:06","slug":"san-marino-katerina-malkova","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/eldar.cz\/tompatrick\/mix\/san-marino-katerina-malkova","title":{"rendered":"San Marino (autor – Kate\u0159ina M\u00e1lkov\u00e1)"},"content":{"rendered":"
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SAN MARINO PRAHY<\/p>\n

Tak daleko m\u011b odv\u00e1l v\u00edtr uzdraven\u00ed, \u017ee se mi povedlo cestou na publicistickou d\u00edlnu v pavilonu 19 v Bohnic\u00edch ztratit. U\u017e je nezn\u00e1m jako sv\u00e9 boty. Ale d\u00edky t\u00e9to n\u00e1hod\u011b \u2013 nebo sp\u00ed\u0161 synchronicit\u011b, abych pou\u017eila obl\u00edben\u00fd v\u00fdraz n\u00e1s \u0161\u00edlenc\u016f \u2013 jsem narazila na hlou\u010dek turist\u016f kochaj\u00edc\u00edch se pavilonem 28, naslouchaj\u00edc\u00edch v\u00fdkladu v n\u011bm\u010din\u011b. Cht\u011bla jsem poslouchat, ale m\u00e1 stydlivost mi nedovolila se zastavit. Zaslechla jsem jen \u201ezwei und zwanzig\u00a0 Betten\u201c \u2013 to pr\u016fvodkyn\u011b asi popisovala kolik l\u016f\u017eek, a t\u00edm p\u00e1dem pacient\u016f, pojme jedna m\u00edstnost takov\u00e9ho pavilonu. V\u00fdjev m\u011b ujistil, \u017ee Bohnice jsou, byly a v\u017edy budou v\u00fdkv\u011btem surrealismu. \u0160koda jen, \u017ee a\u017e psychiatrick\u00e1 reforma vy\u017eene bl\u00e1zny z pavilon\u016f, u\u017e nebude, kdo by o\u017eivoval a s\u00e1m sebou ilustroval ten snov\u00fd skanzen. Jako nap\u0159\u00edklad ten p\u0159ekr\u00e1sn\u00fd bl\u00e1zen v b\u00edl\u00e9m vytahan\u00e9m tri\u010dku, na kter\u00e9m z\u00e1\u0159\u00ed kl\u00ed\u010dek na \u0161\u0148\u016frce, jak do b\u011bla vymet\u00e1 chodn\u00edk p\u0159ed sv\u00fdm pavilonem v r\u00e1mci pracovn\u00ed terapie. Nebo ten roj \u0161\u00edlenc\u016f obsypan\u00fdch kolem pochybn\u00fdch kr\u00e1mk\u016f jako v\u010dely kolem hru\u0161ky. Vypadaj\u00ed docela \u0161\u0165astn\u011b, kr\u00e1mek jim pln\u00ed posledn\u00ed touhy, kter\u00e9 jim sm\u011bly zb\u00fdt, anebo jsou zfetovan\u00ed sv\u00fdmi chorobami. Kolem Centr\u00e1ln\u00ed terapie proch\u00e1z\u00ed pohubl\u00fd mlad\u00edk se sklopenou hlavou. Ob\u010das se zastav\u00ed \u2013 to kdy\u017e \u010d\u00edslo krok\u016f, kter\u00e9 pr\u00e1v\u011b ud\u011blal, odpov\u00edd\u00e1 v poblouzn\u011bn\u00ed pe\u010dliv\u011b vypo\u010d\u00edtan\u00e9 \u010d\u00edseln\u00e9 \u0161if\u0159e, kter\u00e1 p\u0159in\u00e1\u0161\u00ed \u0161t\u011bst\u00ed. V\u0161ude je kr\u00e1sn\u011b \u010disto, sv\u00edt\u00ed slun\u00ed\u010dko a park \u010dp\u00ed borovi\u010dnou v\u016fn\u00ed. Nyn\u00ed ch\u00e1pu, jak se tady mohou jen tak bezstarostn\u011b, beze strachu z agresivn\u00edch pomatenc\u016f, proj\u00ed\u017ed\u011bt maminky s ko\u010d\u00e1rkama. Nikdo nev\u011b\u0159\u00ed, \u017ee by se na tak kr\u00e1sn\u00e9m m\u00edst\u011b mohlo d\u00edt n\u011bco zl\u00e9ho. Naopak, mnoho ex-pacient\u016f, kte\u0159\u00ed znaj\u00ed ten monument zevnit\u0159, se vyh\u00fdb\u00e1 Bohnic\u00edm obloukem. C\u00edt\u00ed zde pach pran\u00ed prost\u011bradel pomo\u010den\u00fdch po siln\u00e9 d\u00e1vce sedativ. To j\u00e1 sem chod\u00edm r\u00e1da. Jsem v\u011b\u010dn\u00e9 d\u00edt\u011b, kter\u00e9 si to tu u\u017eilo sv\u016fj d\u011btsk\u00fd t\u00e1bor nav\u00edc, kter\u00fd v dosp\u011blosti u\u017e ani ne\u010dekalo. T\u00e1bor, na kter\u00e9m si ka\u017ed\u00fd vyslou\u017eil hodnost \u0161\u00edlence. Nyn\u00ed se sem ov\u0161em vrac\u00edm o\u010di\u0161t\u011bna. S vysokou \u0161kolou, chorobou v remisi, jako zam\u011bstnanec organizace Dobr\u00e9 m\u00edsto – jako redaktor. Hraju vy\u0161\u0161\u00ed hru. Ta dnes obn\u00e1\u0161\u00ed z\u00fa\u010dastnit se publicistick\u00e9 d\u00edlny po\u0159\u00e1dan\u00e9 Dobr\u00fdm m\u00edstem pro hospitalizovan\u00e9, ale i lidi z venku. Tuto distinkci ale r\u00e1zem nech\u00e1v\u00e1m stranou \u2013 uvnit\u0159 zd\u00ed vypad\u00e1 jako pacient ka\u017ed\u00fd.<\/p>\n

Na publicistick\u00e9 d\u00edln\u011b jsou krom\u011b organiz\u00e1tor\u016f dva pacienti. A te\u010f j\u00e1. Pr\u00fd si doposud jen tak pov\u00eddali. Kdy\u017e zapluju do davu, je mi v\u0161e jasn\u00e9. P\u0159ich\u00e1z\u00edm o hodinu pozd\u011bji, ale je\u0161t\u011b se jim nepovedlo ud\u011blat skoro nic publicistick\u00e9ho. Pacienti chrl\u00ed svou moudrost. Postupn\u011b za\u010d\u00edn\u00e1m m\u00edt pocit, \u017ee v\u00e9st tuto d\u00edlnu je jako sna\u017eit se plavit pe\u0159ejemi proti proudu. T\u00edm proudem je zku\u0161enost \u0161\u00edlenstv\u00ed, kter\u00e1 je v\u0161ezaplavuj\u00edc\u00ed a m\u00e1 navrch nad v\u0161emi pokusy o racionalitu a \u0159\u00edzen\u00ed. Pacient jm\u00e9nem Daniel popisuje hospitalizaci takto: \u201e Je to jako kdyby hrozilo, \u017ee \u010dlov\u011bka bol\u00ed noha, odvezou ho do nemocnice a tam mu ji prost\u011b u\u0159\u00edznou.\u201c Nem\u016f\u017eu nesouhlasit. Dal\u0161\u00edm velk\u00fdm t\u00e9matem jsou l\u00e9ky. Daniel o nich vypr\u00e1v\u00ed dlouh\u00fd p\u0159\u00edb\u011bh. Doporu\u010dujeme mu, aby jej publikoval v Espritu, ale zdr\u00e1h\u00e1 se. Ukazuje se, jak je t\u011b\u017ek\u00e9 ps\u00e1t, kdy\u017e je \u010dlov\u011bk nemocn\u00fd a nem\u016f\u017ee se soust\u0159edit. V r\u00e1mci d\u00edlny si pacienti mohou odn\u00e9st knihu \u201eKam jdou lid\u00e9 s nemocnou du\u0161\u00ed.\u201c Daniel v n\u00ed nach\u00e1z\u00ed nam\u00e1tkou v\u011btu: \u201epo Zyprexe se mi vr\u00e1til humor.\u201c V\u0161ichni se tomu nev\u011b\u0159\u00edcn\u011b sm\u011bjeme. Pacientka Alena p\u0159inesla na d\u00edlnu svou vlastn\u00ed knihu. Zab\u00fdv\u00e1 se ve sv\u00e9m \u017eivot\u011b pot\u00e1p\u011bn\u00edm a p\u00ed\u0161e o vod\u011b. \u010cteme si \u00faryvek z knihy. Dozv\u00edd\u00e1me se, \u017ee Alena p\u00ed\u0161e svou autobiografii. Doporu\u010duji j\u00ed, jak postupovat p\u0159i vyd\u00e1n\u00ed knihy. V\u0161ichni dost\u00e1v\u00e1me pohledy s akrylov\u00fdmi mu\u0161lemi, kter\u00e9 namalovala. Jak \u0159\u00edk\u00e1 Daniel, a mohl by \u0159\u00edct ka\u017ed\u00fd pacient, \u201ej\u00e1 nejsem jednobarevnej.\u201c Jin\u00fdmi slovy, j\u00e1 se nevejdu do sv\u00e9 diagn\u00f3zy. Jsem v\u00edc ne\u017e bl\u00e1zen. O p\u0159est\u00e1vce n\u00e1m Daniel vypr\u00e1v\u00ed o sv\u00e9 bohat\u00e9 korespondenci s jakousi Japonkou. Na\u0161e publicistick\u00e1 d\u00edlna se pomalu ale jist\u011b m\u011bn\u00ed v S\u00e1gu rodu Forsyt\u016f.<\/p>\n

Z Bohnic odch\u00e1z\u00edm zadn\u00ed branou, tou, kter\u00e1 d\u0159\u00edve b\u00fdvala zam\u010den\u00e1. M\u011bli od n\u00ed kl\u00ed\u010de pouze dokto\u0159i a n\u011bkte\u0159\u00ed pacienti, kte\u0159\u00ed je pak \u0161melili s ostatn\u00edmi. Je to br\u00e1na praktick\u00e1, bl\u00ed\u017ee do Alberta a bl\u00ed\u017ee do hospody. Stoj\u00ed vedle pavilonu 1, p\u0159ed kter\u00fdm se na lavi\u010dce slun\u00ed jak\u00e1si \u017eena, pravd\u011bpodobn\u011b naka\u017een\u00e1 schizofreni\u00ed. Jej\u00ed du\u0161e se p\u0159ede mnou ty\u010d\u00ed jako strom v pralese vy\u017e\u00edran\u00fd n\u00e1dhern\u00fdm choro\u0161em nemoci. Byl to hezk\u00fd den. Opou\u0161t\u00edm tou nejm\u00ed\u0148 zn\u00e1mou branou are\u00e1l Bohnic, to San Marino Prahy, st\u00e1t ve st\u00e1t\u011b s vlastn\u00edmi pravidly a zvyky. Mus\u00edm si rychle vzpomenout na zvyky venku.<\/p>\n

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